really feel like escaping with you and living a boring and peaceful life with you someday, far far away. it would be good, to be away from all this self-conscious and superficial people who judge people by what they have, but not on what's inside.

im gonna get sick soon because my entire face feels really dry. i hate my eye bags, maybe its time i go tanning again, but what's the point when i become sheet-white again after 2 months? SIGHHH. go away, eye bags. shitty.

oh im really bored now. working. strangest company ever, all these strange incidents happening, and i have a veryyyy bad 'someone' who likes to make me feel bad and like a whore. it doesnt have to be direct, but his tone is enough for me to bear. thanks for the compliments every single time. thanks.

letting go of someone you love is hard, but remember this: a little pain today is worth the freedom tomorrow.

i suddenly realised how stupid i am to allow all my buddies to end up being guys (except for jump and nadia), because they dont really care anyway.